O-V-E-R, O-V-E-R, MIDS ARE O-V-E-R! WHOO!

oh, joy! :D

though i think i studied harder for finals last year, i'm more confident about this. not THAT confident, i just. know my work better. probably cos it's the second time learnng the same old stuff. which is good, of course:) but there's only 4 chapters of geog this time, which is a hell lot lesser to memorise, yet i didnt even manage to squeeze in time to study history. actually sat for the paper without studying for it, i dont believe i did that, it was my first time not revising for a major exam. woke up at 3 in the morning to breeze through china first part, which didnt come out. the whole bunch of junk i wrote on civil war in russia and stalin was totally based on whatever i remembered from last finals, which was damn vague. i dont know, i can only pray for a pass. physics was alrigh though! i really DONT want to fail it anymore. but i had a mental blockduring amath, my stupid runny nose and my throbbing headache didnt do it any good either. whatever, it's over.

hit town today! FINALLY! it felt like eternity since i had so much of a glimpse of that place. went to suntec before that, we took 10 in the school's side direction just to change over to a 14, when we could've just taken 10 from across the road.

the weather was being an insufferable JERK all day. i dont want the rain to go away. it was already so HUMID in the morning. anyway. lunched at nydc, the music was so good! we were pleasantly talking and chatting about the usual stuff, like school, childhood, families, then it was diverted to phobias, and we were asking nonsensical senseless questions like, whether joce would die if she was given the choice to be in a room with beatle for an hour or die, nic, whether she would touch a butterfly for her life, ad joce suddenly popped the question, "would you rather eat a doll or die?"

i lost my appetite after that.

eeeeyucks. the resemblence of the humongous meatballs they served with my spagetti with a doll's head was uncanny. still, i forced the other food down anyway. haha, but it's not her fault i've got an imagination too wild for my own good.

headed to orchard, fully intending to try on wigs. nic wanted one with bangs and i wanted to try on a wavy-haired one. but we failed to, cos the minute i stepped into the shop, the mannequins all looked so spooky, with their half-opened eyes. UGH. and also we have to pay to try on wigs. cos they cost ard $300 to 400. hmm. didnt know. walked around , there was actually nothing much to do, since the three of us prefer shopping alone, and not in a group. haha, i find that there's more stuff to buy whenever i'm on my own. :) but that's bad too, because there'll be no one to stop me from getting anything, and i'll start spending uncontrollably. i NEED to learn how to save. i keep saying i will, i will, and plan schemes to help me stop spending, but they NEVER tend to work.

left for home after a couple more hours of getting things done. i got my black hair chopstick! but it's so short, god knows how am i supposed to make it hold up my hair for a whole day.

oh, there was dance today, i think. i miss it so much! got the direct impact on the tuesday after syf, i was suddenly aware that there was no more finding serene for lunch. ah, i lost the mood to talk about it, but i remember that tuesday i was super sad. after 2 years of chinese dance. and when we were first allocated to it, we did nothing but to complain and critisize it and feel embarrassed and whatnot. i remember, we snatched EVERY opportunity to grumble, "i hate chinese dance." with that "zzz" face. hah. how dumb. should've just grabbed that chance to enjoy it, so i wont regret as much as i do now. and i'ld jump at every chance to skip it, back in sec 2. haha. those days.

man, i must make full use of this period to MUG HARD for prelims and Os. i must do well! but of course, i'm gonna rest first. :) then back to memorising, reading, practicing etcetc.

YAY. another day out tomorrow. haha with HORRENDOUS and my BLOODSISTER. i'm going to the gym before that. i think. if i can actually force myself to get up.

OPERATION MYXOFITIVE, here i come!:D