it seems like i cant stop taking afternoon naps that last for 2 to 3 hours. =((( i feel that it's such a bloody waste of time. during the briefing today mrswilliams said we're supposed to finish all our revision alr? god. you know what? i'm still stationary for ss and history. at CHAPTER ONE. what shit is that? UGH. i feel so JBUGDUADGIDGGRRRRRRRRR !

thanks annabel.=)

sigh. what am i going to freaking do? the big THING will come one week from tmr. FANTASTIC. i'm NOT ready. not at all. i feel so freaking hopeless.

sometimes i just dont know what to do with myself.=(

went to nic's house after school. we got there surprisingly fast. though we bused the whole way there. the buses came right on time. ate and went up to her room. i read her primary school letters. haha, kept laughing. they're so funny.

made our way to learning lab. the first lesson that we studied for 2 whole hours. wow. the seating arrangement was all mucked up though. =( ugh.

i'm going back to functions. =(


You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

all we needed was just the two of us~

Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop to turn inside
oh baby please
give us one more try

See you out with all your friends
Laughing it up as you pretend
to have a good time, I know cause I'm living the same life
I'm about to got to say
we can't keep living this same way
so I'll be the one
yeah I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it again

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

I wanna call, but then I stall
cause after all, I just couldn't take it
cause if your play was to push me away
you know the day, my heart you'd break it

I know we made a mistake
it's just like your foolish pride
Come back to me

Let us try, let us try, let us try

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
i should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

You know you miss your Baby V
And I can see that you think about me
so why do you act like you don't care
like all this love between us isn't there
I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know that you want me to pay for all the pain i've caused
but in the end it all comes down to just one thing
it's you and me

so I sing

Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes

Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back



i like this song! found the video on youtube just now. vanessa hudgens is SO PRETTY!!!=))the way she dances, resembles jennifer lopez a lot. =)

argh i cant stand it, i've been unable to sleep the past two nights. =( friday night i was up till 2.30 just tossing and turning on my bed. ugh it's so irritating. so on saturday i slept the whole afternoon away. such a waste.=( and last night i was still wide awake at 3plus. i was so frustrated. =( i hope it doesnt happen again tonight. but IF it does, i'm getting up to study, like joce suggested. but i hope i can sleep peacefully tonight. =\ many scenerios and flashbacks ran through my mind last night. i thought a lot actually. about many things.

ahh, the one week hols ended. i dont know if i accomplished a lot, or used my time well. but i did study harder than last year. that's good i guess. and my parents noticed too! i sacrificed a lot just to study, my hard work better pay off. i want to do WELL! i want to be super happy when i got every paper back! i want to sit for every test with confidence! and at the end of the year, i want to enjoy my holidays with nothing holding me back. and i do NOT want to regret anything. like i did last year. =( hm.

only time will tell, right?

got these two pictures off dana's blog. =)) annabel has yet to send me the rest.

i'm a ciaP!=D hahaha

hmm, mugged almost the whole of today. but more than half of my school's homework is left undone. =
started reading message in a bottle again. it's so sweet. =)

this is dumb.

perfect timing. hell yeah. perfect. it juuuuuuuuuuust had to be now, didnt it.

simply,..upsetting.

dont i just love my perfect life?

awesome.
awwwwwwwwwwesoooooooooooooooome.

oh, and finals is abt 3 weeks away, i'm still so relaxed. and behind schedule. i cant brg myself to mug all day long. always resorting to afternoon naps. i feel like i've lost all the discipline that i used to have when i was younger. disappointing.

i want to run every evening. but i just cant brg myself to leave my house. not when i'm clean and dry, the thought of being sweaty,.. it just makes me feel so guilty and lazy and fat. which i think i really really am now. snacking all the day, and not bothering to burn any fats off. what happened to my determination too?

=(((((((((((((((((((((((((

ugh.