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30 November, 2005
8:42 PM

My nose is still blocked and runny. Last night I woke up at ard 5 in the morning cos I couldnt breathe. Lied on my bed struggling to breathe for ard half an hour. Finally when I could I blew it. Both sides were lblocked. I was so frustrated. If it's the same agn tonight, I'm gonna chop the damn thing off. It was super tiring today. Went out for breakfast. Watched the truth about love again in mummy's room with her. It's really nice. I like Jennifer Love Hewitt's wig. It's super sexy and silky.

Then headed to united square, thinking that i have tuition as usual. Appearantly not. Made a wasted trip. So while waiting for mummy, daddy and bro to come, i shopped alone like a bloody loner. Oh God. I wasnt broke but i just wasnt in a spending mood. I saw some really nice tees in espirit. I think i might get it when i start working. Hopefully soon. like next week. I'm saving up for christmas shopping. I think i sorta know what i wanna buy for who already. yay. Oh. I was on the phone with joan while shopping. We talked for 2 hours. hahaha. abt everything. Walked over to novena square. Walked in and out of almost every shop empty handed. lol. I think i do have self-control. yay!

And finally, they arrived. went to the spectacle shop, which i have to go agn tmr since the guy who made contacts wasnt there. boo. Anyway, my actual math class is tmr. 2 hours man!! How can i stand it? i already find 1 and a half hours a real drag, and this is another half hour more. I dont want tuition anymore man. It's boring. I just hope my new class will be interesting, and not quiet and boring. =\

I realised I'meating lesser and lesser for dinner everyday. This is really good news. I'm happy!hahaha.

29 November, 2005
10:05 PM

Shit. I'm back to my sneezing fit. I t really sucks. Throughout the whole tll science lesson my nose was being an asshole. =( My maid's back in Indonesia. I have to do almost everything myself now. I forgotten what it was like to not have a maid ard. I think it's rather stressful. I think she'll not be back until 2 weeks later. or a week. i forgot. oh man. I might be going to Shanghai in december. Not sure yet. Depends on daddy's company. If they nd him there or sth. I'll tag along agn! haha. damn I have tuition agn tmr. math. i'll be going to parkway before that i think. for eye consultation. went there today for nth cos i din make any appointment. so i'm going agn tmr! haha.

I'm real, what you get is what you see
What you trying to do to me
You want to say your mine
Be with me all the time
You're falling so in love
Say you just can't get enough
You're telling all your friends

28 November, 2005
8:51 PM

i'm back from cameron highland. it was fun! i liked the last part. When it was a real convoy, one car after another. and when you look back, you can see a train of cars. I wanna do it again. And the sceneries there are simply beautiful. I could look at the mountains for a half hour and not feel bored. and the temperature there was perfect! Windy and cool. Feeling the wind against your face and blowing your hair is bliss! and the clouds are everywhere! Above, below, beside.. haha. But the last night was gross. All the insects were in the room, cos the dinner was not closed while we went for dinner. Boo. So we switched off all the lights and hid under the blankets and slept. I was super disgusted and my hair was all standing. eeks!

I'm supposed to get my books tmr. then get my contacts. then collect my ipod back. finally! i hope it's functioning well.

I felt like crap just now. Diaried and drank lots of water and skipped. Felt loads better. haha. I started skipping. I found out that it's the most effective way to lose weight. I think that for the time being i shall stop sit-ups and crunches. I shall lose weight first before toning. =) yay. and i printed out a 3 day diet. I'm supposed to keep this diet for 3 days, then resume to my normal eating for 4 days and continue with the diet. I printed out 2 copies and pasted one on my cupboard. I hope I can stick to it man. haha.

20 November, 2005
11:31 PM

hahaha. now chesed asked me to do. lol.

rules of the game: 1) post 5weird or randomfacts about yourself. 2) at the end,write 5 people's name,the people who you want to do this quiz next. then tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.

1) Once I step into a shower, I hardly ever wanna get out.

2) I like being organised and planning schedules. haha.

3) I scream into a pillow or a cushion when i get pissed off.

4) Once, when i was young, I saw a Barbie doll's bald head being pulled off from it's body and tossed into a bin, i started screaming and running all over the place. =(

5) I'm currently addicted to christmas carols.

um. too lazy to think of ppl. heh.

oh.. I rearranged the tables and stuff. it's neater now, right? haha. still used the same picture. steph yow did it. =))

12:27 AM

yay! i'm back home. arrived at the airport at 6plus. then mummy and bro came to meet us and we headed to fish and co for dinner. i din eat much since i already ate on the plane. they gave haagen daz ice cream! haha. but i din finish since i ate in the lounge before boarding the plane.

i think i've been suffering from insomnia the past two nights. it's weird. i'll lie on the hotel bed trying to slp but it's so difficult. i'll end up whining to my dad how boring it was and humming and singing while he was working on his laptop. Since his using the cable then i cant go online and stuff since it was NOT wireless. ugh. annoying. but he was working so i decided to stop pestering him to let me use it after abt 30 mins. haha. Then i started jumping up and down and the bed saying i'm bored and i was so desperate to entertain myself i even did 50 jumping jacks.lol!! and i sang christmas carols at the top of my voice and yelling that i was bored. behaving like a little kid. hahaha. den i surfed the channels on the tv. nothing nice. i watched the preview of hp4 on hbo and mtv. it seems nice. i cant wait to watch it. but after that, i tried to slp agn and failed to. so i lied there staring at the ceiling. it was very high. haha. after ard 3 hrs later, I would fall asleep.

i went shopping alone on thursday. i was kinda scared at first. but it turned out fun. i went back to the same place with daddy on friday. spent a lot!! lol. all on clothes and candies. =))

I might be following daddy with bro to bangkok this dec. Not sure yet. haha. =)

18 November, 2005
11:38 AM

Joce says i'm selected to do this thing. It's weird. haha.

rules of the game:
1) post 5weird or randomfacts about yourself.
2) at the end,write 5 people's name,the people who you want to do this quiz next. then tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.

um, so.. here goes!
1) I love singing in the shower.
2) I'm currently starting to save to buy a bmw convertible once i get my liscence. =))
3) I am a morning person.
4) I cant sleep without my bolster.
5) I'm terrified of maniquins, whether it is headless or not cos it reminds me of dolls.

next 5 ppl.
1) kell
2) cam
3) steph yow
4) rhea
5) janice

15 November, 2005
4:00 PM

yay! i just finished packing. =)) i'll be leaving tmr. cant wait!! heehee. i brought a few sets of gym clothes as i'll be in the hotel almost all the time when daddy goes to see his customers. haha.

oh! and i got into 3/9! option G!! yay!! =)))

1:09 PM

my ulcer still hurts. I'm trying not to move my mouth as mush as possible. haha.

woke up late today. almost late for tuition but laoshi delayed by an hour. I stayed up to ard 4 in the morning ytd. had movie marathon with my family. after tuition i lied on the sofa to read. den i napped. i only woke up when anna msged me. she said she wanna go to town to pierce so i met her outside cine. she pierced one hole. haha. after that we walked over to wheelock. i went to the apple care center to repair my ipod. they bloody took it away!! for at least one week!! omg! then i cant brg it to taiwan and malaysia! wth. wthwthwth. urghh. and if it is still spoilt then i really dunno wad to do. sigh.

I'm leaving on wed, and i still have not packed. haha. i'll have to do everything tmr. sigh. and i still have not printed out heymath homework. dammit.

14 November, 2005
2:10 PM

my ulcer hurts like hell. for dunno how many days. ouch. went to apple centre AGAIN. it was closed today. one wasted trip. so i met my family and started shopping. until ard 5. den they dropped me off for tuition. argh my ipod still isnt functioning well. sigh. getting really annoyed. argh!! gonna put salt on my ulcer now. and listerine. heard it'll be pain. sigh. ad tmr i'm going for injection. against some flu. sigh. and i'll have to go back to apple centre. it better be open man.

12 November, 2005
1:13 AM

argh screw itunes!!! it cant frigging sense my ipod den how am i supposed to dammit transfer???argh!!! I'm pissed!

10 November, 2005
2:00 PM

woot!!! i'm so satisfied. hahaha. whee!!i really exercised today. haha. kinda worn out now.

woke up at 8.30. lazed ard before getting up to walk tasha. after that i decided to go to sanctuary green to work out at the gym. ran 3.65 km. haha. err. i ran halfway. and walked the rest. then cycled for 10 minutes before leaving. eeyuck. my whole body was perspiring. but it felt good though!! lol. den washed my face and headed home. that's when i realised my ezlink has 15cents left. i had to take 2 buses home. so i took 158 to seranggon mrt and walked the rest home. hahaha. i think it was a 2 km walk. haha. and when i reached home, i bloody got locked out. forgot to bloody brg my key. waited for 10mins before my maid came home. =(( was perspiring so much. when i stepped into my hse, i headed for my bathroom and took a long hot shower. haha. i think i'll probably do the same thing tmr. so i'll be super fit when sch reopens. =))

09 November, 2005
9:30 AM

steph yow made this template for me. haha. i like it. =))

anyways.. i feel. rather betrayed. by someone whom i thot was my friend. it's really saddening. who would've guessed things will turn out this way? damn it. it's really unexpected. i don't know what to do. have a few options, though. but no sure which one to choose. i don't wanna hurt her. but. it might help her later on in her life, i guess. i would never have thot that she would say sucha thing. maybe i'm over-reacting. i don't know. i want to tell someone this. pour out everything. so i can get a load of my chest. but then again, she might look at it from another point of view and have wrong thoughts. why are things so complicated?