Got my darling RED obsessionN76! :D

when i saw it on display i thought it looked so plastic-ly cheap, but there wasnt many options to choose from. AND i wanted another nokia. I'm BEYOND grateful for the BIGGG keypads, had so much trouble typing with my previous n72. i miss my pink phone though:( It matched my camera, they were both the same shade of pink.

goodness my eyes are so tired! swimming with horrendous HOO:)) SATISFIED. I really want to keep this up. walked over to sing post for seaweed shaker fries, mmmm! They were worth the wait. OHOHOH! BEL SAID I LOOKED LIKE A MERMAID WHEN I SWIM! Hahaha, i was so delighted to hear that!:D and we planned to watch all the disney princesses movie one day, HAHA! cos we didnt really understand them last time.

Met bel to swim on tuesday too, with joce. i felt dead to the world, didnt have any connection to anyone, or the time. Turned up 25minutes late. Joce joined us 40minutes later, swam for a bit, and we waited for bel to shower, and swam somemore. went up to her house to bathe and we bused to my place. we did math and read and took photos and talked. Walked her to the bus-stop at 8, i think. then i had dinner and tv-ed and slept.

I was suffering from insomnia last night, it was frustrating! The first few hours were okay, lied in bed thinking, then it got irritating when i tried to sleep but couldn't. So i got out of bed and looked through my photo album. and last month's victoria's secret catalogue. then i went back to bed, still couldnt sleep. i wanted to get out and have a movie marathon by myself but i remembered the dvd player was transferred to my parents' room, theirs spoilt, i think. I guess somehow, i drifted to sleep cos i wasnt awake when my alarm rang this morning.

Cant believe there's school tomorrow, i already got used to staying home. Meeting hoo in the morning for macs breakfast. That's something to look forward to:)

WHOO blogger works now! It's been screwy the past few times on my comp.

i had a absurdly early dinner just now, havent been lunching these days cos of chinese intensive. had macs delivery, i asked for nuggets and they freaking gave me fillet o fish. which i DO NOT EAT, EW! but it was too late when i realised it, so i had no other choice. That was my first fillet o fish in my life. with the exception of syf day, when mrsthong ordered it, but i only had a few pinches of the burger.

I'm waiting my for chinese tuition to start, my brother's inside now. and i hear my tutor screaming at him. haha. it's so much more fun than chinese intensive. UGHHHHHHHHHH, whenever i think of chinese intensive i feel suffocated. wasting 1h15mins of my life everyday for the past couple of days. OOOOH i cant wait for friday 3.30!:D but i'm starting to understand a TEENSY bit now, and i actually get some of her jokes! hahaha it's a BIG improvement, i didnt get a thing last time. sometimes i even find her comical. but i laugh like 5mins after she said something. man, i'm slow:(

i dont feel the pressure for the imminent chinese Os! damn, that's bad. i wanna do well! a b4 PLEASEEEE!!!


All the could-be's buzzin' 'round
My mind a thousand-timely cloud
And now I can not see the sun

All the worries on my list
Rush like lamings off a cliff
I'm powerless to save even one

All my friends tell me I'm thinking too much
It's not over 'til it's over
Because today is trouble enough
Live tomorrow, 'til tomorrow

I'm not jinxing what could be
Second guessing what I see
There is you and there is me
No what if's
My crossing fingers knocking wood
'cause worrying about we could
Spoil the moment when it's good
No more what ifs
Could-be's
One day's
If only's

So if you wanna run, run and disappear,
You and I can bust our way right out of here.

Together we can
Shoot the moon, stop the rain even ride a hurricane, If we wanna
Together we can
Walk into space, save the human race, do you think we oughta, oughta?

my mobile's gone.

in the bus. when it was INSIDE my bag. i was replying my thirteen unread messages from last night and today, then i put it in my bag and dozed off. the whole time, my hands were ON TOP of my bag. when my eyes opened, it was reaching my stop. i scrambled off without checing. usually i would make sure my phone, wallet and ipod's inside before i actually get up. but i didnt get the chance to this time.

after i hopped off, checked my bag for everything. couldnt find my phone. not wanting to panic by the roadside, i hurried home to search for it. threw my bag on the floor when i got to my room and emptied out everything. my famous amos cookies, pencil case, ipod, wallet, camera, waterbottle, necessities kit, boyfriend-shirt, PE shirt, my diary were sprawled all over the floor,but my phone was nowhere in sight.

went to my parents' room to tell them. all i got was a nonchalant respond. wasnt surprised, and i couldnt blame them. after all, this is my like what, third, fourth phone i've lost? fabulous.

called M1 to terminate my line. the nice lady on the other end told me that they would send me a sim card tomorrow. but for what, i thought. my 2500++ messages that i refused to delete, contacts and pictures, they're all gone. and i dont even HAVE a phone to put the sim card in. plus there are no nokias worth looking twice at currently.

how on earth did my phone get out of my bag with my hand on it? it's a wonder. my mum is always saying, "What's not meant to be yours, isnt meant to be yours." guess she's right.

i feel like i'm in such a daze right now.

worked on joce's birthday present. it's really nice, even if i do say so myself.

lunched at kfc with dumb bel and loser dana. it was nice, being with them. linking arms, flashing our pink as petals smile, laughing and joking all through the basement of parkway. warm feeling inside.

i'm surprised that i'm not devastated over the loss of my phone, like how i would be last time. whining and complaining and cursing and possibly crying?

how i'm going to get on with life without a mobile, i genuinely have no idea. it'll be a miricle. i'm overly-dependent on it. i mean, who isnt?



I wish I knew what I know now
I swear it never would've went down
Dangerous
He'll steal your heart away, then run and play
He's dangerous
Protect your heart, he'll tear it apart
Dangerous
He'll steal your heart away, then run and play
He's dangerous
Protect your heart, he'll tear it apart

THANKS BLOGGER. THANKS FOR BEING A BITCH. or perhaps it's just my comp.

the past few times i have to blog on my xanga and copy and paste onto blogger. but there's some stuff i just cant do! and i DONT want to chnge, i've been using blogger since sec 1. and there're too many memories there. though most of which there's nothing to parade about.

ANYWAY! i have an announcement to make: I. LOVE. DUMB BEL AND LOSER DANA ____________ MUCH! i cant find a description suitably strong enough to fill in the blank.
spent the the WHOLE day rom 12noon with them. with the exception of the morning in the gym with neelima. but i bet to those two sleeping pigs, it's the whole day. :D it was undescribably fun.
we intended to meet to get things done, but we totally went off-track and spent the day... SHOPPING! hahaha. i blew a freaking big hole in my wallet, spent more than i thought i would. but it's all worth it. i thought i couldnt shop with people, but appearantly with them, i can. :D good, good.

took three sets of neos, OMG IT WAS ____________ FUN!!!!!!!! again, no description. ahhh! the machines ROCK, it's PERFECT! we were swooning over the turn-out.
walked SO MUCH, my feet hurt, an those two poor souls, they were clanking and clocking in their heels. i feel their pain. there was once i wore, i had to stop at every bench i see, it hurts so much! i wore pumps today, yet my feet were aching terribly. and the weather still sucked.

ohohoh! today, we met no less than EIGHT groups of tkgians. on the way to plaza sing, at plaza sing and at orchard. haha! :) i felt so STRONGLY that i would meet a particular someone in heeren. maybe cos i saw her on the way there before, but turned out i didnt. i actually felt that she was INSIDE the mall. but we met mel and two of her friends at hmv. haha, and we were so excited to see them! either one of those two dumbasses screamed when we spotted her. oh, and dana canNOT stop SQUACKING! like a bird! a parrot, to be exact.

dinner at lido. saw another group of tkgians there. talked somemore, and expressed our appreciation for each other, haha! ah, love them to insy weeny itsy smallish pieces. and while we
were on the way out, dana pointed out that we're all related.

her and bel: glenegles and 18th and 19th of oct(which SADLY falls on study week)
me and dana: our blood and families. its freaky how we're so similar
me and bel: a history which will only happen once in a lifetime, most probably. which makes us
bonded somehow, mysteriously.

went around somemore, and headed home. it's just too bad i my train came so fast. didnt even say goodbye properly.

to end it off, I LOVE THEM, AND I'M DESPERATELY LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR NEXT'S.

If I get lost in what I'm doing
Baby I just forget to call
I know you love me, love me through it all
I could be on the road to ruin
Beating my head against the wall
I know you love me, love me through it all

O-V-E-R, O-V-E-R, MIDS ARE O-V-E-R! WHOO!

oh, joy! :D

though i think i studied harder for finals last year, i'm more confident about this. not THAT confident, i just. know my work better. probably cos it's the second time learnng the same old stuff. which is good, of course:) but there's only 4 chapters of geog this time, which is a hell lot lesser to memorise, yet i didnt even manage to squeeze in time to study history. actually sat for the paper without studying for it, i dont believe i did that, it was my first time not revising for a major exam. woke up at 3 in the morning to breeze through china first part, which didnt come out. the whole bunch of junk i wrote on civil war in russia and stalin was totally based on whatever i remembered from last finals, which was damn vague. i dont know, i can only pray for a pass. physics was alrigh though! i really DONT want to fail it anymore. but i had a mental blockduring amath, my stupid runny nose and my throbbing headache didnt do it any good either. whatever, it's over.

hit town today! FINALLY! it felt like eternity since i had so much of a glimpse of that place. went to suntec before that, we took 10 in the school's side direction just to change over to a 14, when we could've just taken 10 from across the road.

the weather was being an insufferable JERK all day. i dont want the rain to go away. it was already so HUMID in the morning. anyway. lunched at nydc, the music was so good! we were pleasantly talking and chatting about the usual stuff, like school, childhood, families, then it was diverted to phobias, and we were asking nonsensical senseless questions like, whether joce would die if she was given the choice to be in a room with beatle for an hour or die, nic, whether she would touch a butterfly for her life, ad joce suddenly popped the question, "would you rather eat a doll or die?"

i lost my appetite after that.

eeeeyucks. the resemblence of the humongous meatballs they served with my spagetti with a doll's head was uncanny. still, i forced the other food down anyway. haha, but it's not her fault i've got an imagination too wild for my own good.

headed to orchard, fully intending to try on wigs. nic wanted one with bangs and i wanted to try on a wavy-haired one. but we failed to, cos the minute i stepped into the shop, the mannequins all looked so spooky, with their half-opened eyes. UGH. and also we have to pay to try on wigs. cos they cost ard $300 to 400. hmm. didnt know. walked around , there was actually nothing much to do, since the three of us prefer shopping alone, and not in a group. haha, i find that there's more stuff to buy whenever i'm on my own. :) but that's bad too, because there'll be no one to stop me from getting anything, and i'll start spending uncontrollably. i NEED to learn how to save. i keep saying i will, i will, and plan schemes to help me stop spending, but they NEVER tend to work.

left for home after a couple more hours of getting things done. i got my black hair chopstick! but it's so short, god knows how am i supposed to make it hold up my hair for a whole day.

oh, there was dance today, i think. i miss it so much! got the direct impact on the tuesday after syf, i was suddenly aware that there was no more finding serene for lunch. ah, i lost the mood to talk about it, but i remember that tuesday i was super sad. after 2 years of chinese dance. and when we were first allocated to it, we did nothing but to complain and critisize it and feel embarrassed and whatnot. i remember, we snatched EVERY opportunity to grumble, "i hate chinese dance." with that "zzz" face. hah. how dumb. should've just grabbed that chance to enjoy it, so i wont regret as much as i do now. and i'ld jump at every chance to skip it, back in sec 2. haha. those days.

man, i must make full use of this period to MUG HARD for prelims and Os. i must do well! but of course, i'm gonna rest first. :) then back to memorising, reading, practicing etcetc.

YAY. another day out tomorrow. haha with HORRENDOUS and my BLOODSISTER. i'm going to the gym before that. i think. if i can actually force myself to get up.

OPERATION MYXOFITIVE, here i come!:D