YAY i just revised through P&C. thank god joce reminded me, or i'll forget completely. and i almost lost my amath tb, found it out the bottom of my textbook cupboard.

there wasnt chinese remedial today, could've bloody ran with horrendous, but i didnt bring my pe. TMR. =)) 2.8 km, i hope we can manage! i was dying from 2.4 last sunday already!=(


Oh if I never knew you
There's no moment I regret
If i never felt this love
Since the moment that we met
I would have no inkling of
If our time has gone too fast
How precious life can be...
I've lived at last...

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I thought our love wuold be so beautiful
We'd turn the darkness into light
And still my heart is saying we were right
we were right

i love this song. =) the cheetah girls version.

it's like i lost a coin and found a note. =) i seriously hope it lasts.

camille's bloody lucky!!!

OHMYGOODNESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

THIS IS SO MUCH FREAKING BETTER THAN THE DREAM(or was it just a night sort of daydream?) I HAD JUST NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

AJFHASKGSSJDVKNHSA
UHFSUIVHSUIGHSIUGH
SIUGHSIGYRHJKHSBHSYR!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

and guess what, i couldnt catch a wink of sleep at all . i got to bed at FREAKING 8 last night hoping to wake up at 4 to cram in history into my head cos nothing could get in last night. and i DID! cos i didnt sleep at all. spent the whole night tossing and turning. yeah, and i had that sort of dream which was kinda nice but this is a zillion times BETTER. =)))))))

and my fringe sucks it's so long, nic keeps reminding me everyday, i need to cut it. =\ i like it when my hair is down it just blends with my other hair, but when it's tied up it's bloody disgusting.

IT'S 5.21a.m. and i'm WIDE AWAKE! :D

damn, my eyes are always so tired, i have to put eye drops continuously.

oh, there's a hadicapped bus for 76! i couldnt believe my eyes when i saw, cos all the buses have already, except this. yay~

ooh, nic's sweetie sweet sixteen! =) hahahah one eventful, fun and hilarious day. i love my two lovelies so much words cant describe it. in the morning ard 6.40, joce joan bel and i were behind the classroom block painting the surfboard that joce brought to school. haha! i hopped off the bus and saw her dropping the surfboard just to close the cab's door. i laughed at her clumsiness, and walked over to give her a hand, only to drop it the moment my fingers enclosed it's edges. haha. lugged it to our class, which thankfully is on the first level. imagine carrying it up 4 storeys. haha and joan was laughing at joce all he time cos her paint was crap. LOL. aww, and nic cried when she saw it! and she rushed to hug us, resulting in the paint smudging all over us. hahaha. and joce and i gave her an ikea box filled with stuffies. =) went to town after school for lunch, omg, it was SUCH A LAUGH. kept cracking one another up. seriously. aww man, i love them! =)=)=)

and they're getting started on MINE already! =D

i feel so blind these days. i cant see a single shit on the visualiser anymore, and everything is blurry if i dont have any aid. and i ran out of contacts, and i have no idea at all when i can get my new set.
smittened with the current.

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

=)

omg, i was freaking irritated at my tutor just now, she put me in a NASTY mood for the rest of threequarters of the lesson. wtf, i couldnt stand it okay! i was telling her i'd be glad to get a b4 for chinese Os, and i wont retake at the end of the year and you know what the hell she replied?! "I'ld be even surprised if you can get a c6."

OMGGGGGGGG. WHAT kind of tutor actually says that?! HUH?!?! i was so freaking pissed off. before that conversation, i did this 4choices passage, and i got 2/10. and i actually DID put in effort to do it. it's just bloody disappointing. so aftr she said that freaking INSENSITIVE comment, i went to get both my book dictionary ad my small electronic dictionary. appearantly i didnt knowhow to operate it, so i used the book one, which i havent touched in ages, so it's really dusty. anyway, that's beside the point.

i checked for EVERY choice of words, and double checked everything. i was much better, 8/10. i had this SUDDEN urge to do FECKINGLY well in all my chinese papers, just to prove her wrong. rahhh, which seems so impossible..

it's not even like i wanna be horrible at chinese, i dont even know why i'm this bad! it didnt use to be the way until freaking p4, when my chinese standard started plummeting. i have no idea why too. it SUCKS to not understand every sentence laoshi is saying in class, and always being lost. i dont like it one bit. and i'm really scared she calls on me to read, everyone who had read has been so fluent, i'm not even a quarter as good as them! that's how much my chinese stinks. =(((((( i'm seriously sad about it, i wanna be good at chinese!

urghhhhh.

and finally got nic's present. hoohaa.

CCA promotion day. met jana at the bus-stop and went to school. headed backstage and lingered for a while, then we went to the third level and talked for quite a long time. =) i had almost forgotten how we could go on talking forever in sec 2. it's nice=) really nice.

headed to day and night cos i was starving, and i was feeling so weak and faint, my hands were shaking. then the dance booth, and the hall. twas bored to tears listening. everything was pushed back by a hour, cos of the never-ending talks. after i while, i told her, "I think the parents will stand up one by one an leave." LOL, ad true enough, within a minute, the first parent rised. hahaha, we counted, and over 60 sets of parents left. i lost count at 52, but while chatting, i saw so many leaving. after watching the ballet item, jana and i went backstage to meet the rest again.

got ready and stuff. walked about school then sat with the choir people at the foyer, and i was so desperate to feel energetic and stuff, cos i felt tha i could collapse anytime. initially we wanted to go onto the swing the guides built, but i realised it was a one seater. from the side view, it looked as though it could fit 5 people. hahaha, then angelica and i went onto the npcc slide. and that was where i got my shoes all muddy, and my mum's gym pants! =\ crap. i hadnt even realised it til much later. and by then, it was our turn to perform, so ididnt have timeto srub it off. and i didnt kick when i should've. lol, i was scared i would splatter the mud everywhere. man,.. our last dance as a sec 4 batch! it's sad...=((((( took photos and left with joce to hunt for nic's present.

it aint easy, i can tell you that. i felt the same wave of frustration over and over again. found it in the end. god, it was almost a thousand. we walked out, feeling bloody dejected. then i saw the same thing, and we screamed a little and ran there. haha, it was cheaper, but not that much. decided to get it after all. aw, and joce was so affected. i have no idea how we'll carry THAT around, the whole world will stare. ahhh. we cabbed all over the place from one place to another, when we couldve just went straight to the second place by BUS. whatthehell.


crushing like a tidal wave.

ohman my eyes are so tired now. finished chem tuition, and chatted with bel for a while. yeah, let's do the sealed in a bottle thing. practiced for cca promotion day tomorrow at the void deck just now. i havent perspired as much since the teachers' day jazz item.

we took height and weight during pe, i put on 1kg and grew 1cm. haha and i totally forgotten that there was pe, cos i stopped checking my timetable. so i didnt get anything ready, i just brought a pe shirt for dance after school. and thank god! lol, shihua pointed out that i wasnt in pe attire, and i started omg-ing, cos i thought i didnt bring anything, then i remembered i brought a shirt, but not the shorts. and i was wearing this pink pair under. so i changed. dana lent me hers during pe.
why am i not surprised, i think we're all used to it. and we have to live with it, that's the part i hate. i dont feel that way AT ALL outside, 'cept maybe if i need to, but usually i dont! and the ironic thing is, i actually feel so different outside. it's not as bad as before, cos i dont care so much now, but it still occurs every freaking now and then. no matter how muc i try to push that thought out of my mind, it's still there, in black and white. i dont know. but i DO know it'll end soon, thankfully.
I look at you looking at me
Feels like a feeling meant to be
And as your body moves with mine
It's iike I'm lifted out of time

And time again
Patientiy I've waited
For this moment to arrive

After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled me closer
After you go
Will you return to love me
After tonight begins to fade

I feel your touch caressing me
This feeling's all l'll ever need
With every kiss from your sweet lips
lt's like I'm drifting out of time

Alone will tell
If you feel the way I feel
When I look in your eyes

After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled-me closer
After you go
Will you return to love me
After the night becomes the day

Time
And time and time again
So patiently I've waited
For this moment to arrive

After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled me closer
After you go
Baby will you return to love me
After the night becomes the day
After tonight begins to fade
after tonight by mariah carey, i heard it recently on my ipod one of the days when it was on shuffle, i think. never knew i had this song. but i'm stuck on it now! it's so.. mesmerising/enchanting? bloody nice=)

hahaha randomly chose a couple. omg we were bloody retarded that day okay. like IN PUBLIC. mygod. embarrassing. but still! hahaha we had our fun. it was after the east coast field trip. i was supposed to go swimming with the CIAPS, finally got the perfect date, then everything got screwed, so we didnt after all. went to the bowling alley and the pool/billard place and after a LONG tim, decided to bowl. and there were people laughing at us okay, cos we're so bloody lousy. and THAT was before we decided to fool around, hahaha! and YOU KNOW WHAT! at first 3 of us bowled with one ball, the orange and the lightest, which was frigging heavy for me already at first. so,.. OMG, when i drew back my hand, the ball just freaking FLUNG OFF my fingers, into the counter area!!! that is, till joce stopped it from where she was. HAHAHAHA that was freaking humiliating, there was this other group full off good bowlers who always strike beside us and duh, they saw it. ahhhh. then we decided the green, second lightest ball was easier, there seems to be a better grip. hahaha, played ard 3 to 4 games. and there was once when i striked, which is freaking rare, that i had actually played for the next game, which was a bunch of panjabis. ahh. it was fun, that day.=)) then we walked to east coast macs, after failing to hitch a ride, cos it's the wrong people who stops for us, lol. did our airbrush tattoos=) it looks real! but it's scratching off already.

we're preparing for syf now. it means more recess practices til april. and mel's with us! omg me and serene went crazy when we found out okay! =)))

and i think i did badly for amath! i left out questions2 and 3. what a freaking way to start off this year. and i woke up at 4 to study binomials, cos ytd after dance we bathed and ate and slept right away. argh, and binomials didnt come out, neither did the part of trigo that i focused on. wth.

and i have no idea how to fill up te nyaa booklet, and it's due tmr. ughh.