my mobile's gone.

in the bus. when it was INSIDE my bag. i was replying my thirteen unread messages from last night and today, then i put it in my bag and dozed off. the whole time, my hands were ON TOP of my bag. when my eyes opened, it was reaching my stop. i scrambled off without checing. usually i would make sure my phone, wallet and ipod's inside before i actually get up. but i didnt get the chance to this time.

after i hopped off, checked my bag for everything. couldnt find my phone. not wanting to panic by the roadside, i hurried home to search for it. threw my bag on the floor when i got to my room and emptied out everything. my famous amos cookies, pencil case, ipod, wallet, camera, waterbottle, necessities kit, boyfriend-shirt, PE shirt, my diary were sprawled all over the floor,but my phone was nowhere in sight.

went to my parents' room to tell them. all i got was a nonchalant respond. wasnt surprised, and i couldnt blame them. after all, this is my like what, third, fourth phone i've lost? fabulous.

called M1 to terminate my line. the nice lady on the other end told me that they would send me a sim card tomorrow. but for what, i thought. my 2500++ messages that i refused to delete, contacts and pictures, they're all gone. and i dont even HAVE a phone to put the sim card in. plus there are no nokias worth looking twice at currently.

how on earth did my phone get out of my bag with my hand on it? it's a wonder. my mum is always saying, "What's not meant to be yours, isnt meant to be yours." guess she's right.

i feel like i'm in such a daze right now.

worked on joce's birthday present. it's really nice, even if i do say so myself.

lunched at kfc with dumb bel and loser dana. it was nice, being with them. linking arms, flashing our pink as petals smile, laughing and joking all through the basement of parkway. warm feeling inside.

i'm surprised that i'm not devastated over the loss of my phone, like how i would be last time. whining and complaining and cursing and possibly crying?

how i'm going to get on with life without a mobile, i genuinely have no idea. it'll be a miricle. i'm overly-dependent on it. i mean, who isnt?



I wish I knew what I know now
I swear it never would've went down
Dangerous
He'll steal your heart away, then run and play
He's dangerous
Protect your heart, he'll tear it apart
Dangerous
He'll steal your heart away, then run and play
He's dangerous
Protect your heart, he'll tear it apart