ohmygod, it would be SO much nicer if i felt it too.
ahh, it's getting hotter by the day:( i want the chilly weather back! i cant imagine waiting for the bus day after day in the sweltering sun. ohman and ms tee scared me during physics, talking about Os. my attitude towards studying isnt right, i know it isnt. it's just so HARD to force myself to study more. it's like, i only mug when there's a CA coming up. i dont revise whatever's taught long ago, or read up for the next lesson. i'm seriously afraid i make the same mistake as last year, studying too late.

and i just rmbed i have other homework to do. a summary and an essay. omg, and i have NO time at all tmr! SHIT. chinese tuition in the morning, english tuition in the afternoon, and we're going to top of the M to celebrate my birthday at night. which is so early, but i dont have a chice since there's school on tuesday. :( i wish it fell on a friday, like nic's! and there's dance on monday too. but nevertheless, i seriously cant wait!=DDD

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here