i swear this stinks.
i dont know what i'm thinking. it's a freaking mess UGH. and to think that ytd, i commented to nic,"We're both happy girls, right?" ha. ha. ha. when you told me THAT, my BIG bubble of happiness and satisfaction popped. you must've felt GRRRRREAT.
i dont get it, you had your chance, and you blew it. i don't anymore. after i saw all i needed to see to make up my mind. then why are you spoiling it for me? :( i couldve lived a couple more weeks of ignorance and continue everything but ou just broke it so directly, it was staring at me in the face. UGH. it's not gonna be the same anymore.
next week is a freaking packed week loaded with CAs. it's CRAZY. monday, there's syf rehearsal at NIGHT from 7-8 at NUS , God knows whee it is, tuesday, there's chem, wednesday, chinese, which i only found out today, thursday, emath and friday, amath. SETS. which i have clue about it. i REEEEEEEALLLLY CANNOT stand leesn, EWWWWWWWWWWW. she cant FREAKING TEACH OKAY. worse still it's the same one for e and amath. bloody fantastic.

i dont think our item's prepared at all.=(

rahh, and my throat is hurting like hell.