lol, just realised this is my 200th entry.

i'm feeling so weak now. like, i need to put in more effort to walk, talk, stand up straight, eat,etcetc,. and it sucks. slept at 3 last night, was busy cramming nic's and joce's presents. and to think i started during extended studies. AND i wont be able to give it to them anytime soon, i'll be away for christmas from tmr. and there's so much left to complete! rah. lol, i dont even thinki can complete i before school reopens.

CRAP i just remembered still have heymath amath to copy neatly and draw the graphs! damn it.

haha this afternoon i was so desperately longing for a bunch of brightly coloured flowers and balloons fedexed to my doorstep. it's so out of the blue, right? but i just wanted to receive it so badly.. i think it was cos i was feeling low in the afternoon in the middle of tuition, and the mood lingered throughtout the afternoon, so i needed to cheer up! waited in the car while my dad and bro went to heartland mall to do some lasst minute shopping for he trip. like insect repellant, sunblock, vicks, all the stuff. packed and watched tv once i came back home and got on with their presents after that. i think my eyesight will increase by a couple of hundred degrees if i keep doing it.

omg i'm seriously tired now and i think i shall go to bed.