i just unpacked to catered food to heat up, and i realized they ALWAYS gave fish ( the nasi lemak one cooked in the chinese style) and cooked the same way. =( why cant they change it? it's so boring eating the same food almost everyday.

BROKEN PROMISES. they suck! can you PLEASE not say sth when you dont mean jack, and lead me on? and THIS time, it didnt just affect me! DAMMIT. it's so selfish! omg i hate this so much. i just cant believe it okay. a couple of months back, i rmb CLEARLY how you bloody said this and that and in the END?! uh, THIS IS WHAT I GET. DAMMIT I JUST HATE TO THINK OF HER REACTION. I JUST CANT IMAGINE IT! IT'S SOSOSOSOSOOOOOO SELFISH! it's the popped-bubble kinda feeling. =(((((((((( omg i feel so GAHHHHHH. i just HATE this feeling! if it only affects me, hell, i'm USED to it! but this time it ISNT! okay?!dammit!omgifeelsomean! I"M BLOODY SORRY OKAY!=((((((((

and omg YOU! stop whatever the shit you think you're doing. it's irritating me a lot. what with all those stupid, UNBELIEVEABLE "sweet nothings" and the dumb things that you say, IT AINT WORKING! so just quit it okay. dammit. you can still have the fucking cheek to say, "that was a little too much, wasnt it?" UH, YES, MISTER, IT IS! what's your problem.

and when the hell is anything we planned going to happen?

gahh, and i have no freaking idea how to move my movies into itunes, and i'm going crazy trying to figure it out! can somebody help me?

everything is just getting on my nerves now, dammit.