

damming shit, i TOLD myself time and time again not to do it. BUT HELLO?! HOW CAN I NOT?! HUH HUH HUH? TELL ME! BLOODY FUCK, THAT WAS,(CORRECTION IS) MINE! YOU DONT JUST TAKE THAT AWAY FROM PEOPLE AND MAKE IT YOURS, YOU KNOW! WTF? WHO THE FUCK DO YOU FUCKING THINK YOU ARE, HUH? you are NOT, repeat, NOT ALL THAT OKAY! omg. i'm trying VERY bloody hard to ignore, ignore, ignore. but it's EVERYWHERE! you'd bloody hell feel the same if SOMEONE did that to you. you're bloody making it fucking hard for me to NOT do what i said i wouldnt do. okay, fuck that.
i'm going to the gym tmr in the morning. i hope i can wake up on time, i have tuition right after at 1. i want to run 3.4 km! if it's
possible. i want to TRY!