okay i'm so fucking upset right now. and UGH i hate this.

annabel's lucky. VERRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYY lucky.
so is dana.
and jana.

i need skin-thickening lessons.

stayed at home the whole day. physics tuition in the morning. finally understand heat capacity.=) hm. supposed to go to marina square later but i'm too lazy to leave my house. ugh

ahh i canNOT stand this i'm SO FUCKING SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDD. and IRRITATED. EVERY FREAKING SOUND THAT I HEAR JUST IRRITATES ME. even the normalest of them all like the stupid gas starter. aahdvguadyvguayv

i feel like whining my ass off now.

I NEED SOMEBODY!
not to judge;
but to listen.
not to comment;
but to advise.

WHO man. omg.

helpmehelpmehelpmehelpme.

i think my stupid default expression now is a FROWN.

f
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stupidstupidstupidlife.

dana's so POSITIVE! wish i could get over things just with the snap of my fingers. like her.=)

it's so MUCH EASIER said than done.

i'm looking forward to the performance on thursday. ahh but i'm so unlucky, sth might just happen. and i cant perform. like maybe i'll sprain my ankle or sth. or fall flat on my face when i get off a bus. or trip over a stone. whatever.

oh you know what. jiaying's right. the stupid teacher's day celebration for rosyth is on wednesday, and there's no school on thursday. WOWWWWWWWWWWW. very good. just RUDELY interupted my stupid plans to go back. AHAHAHAHA. wowee. now, not only can i NOT go back, i dont know when's the next time i can meet my friends agn. isnt that just fastastic?!?!?!

have i mentioned lately how much i hate my stupid life?