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okay, i've decided not to care anymore. =) say anything you like.
did some thorough thinking last night in bed. realised.. getting mad and pissed off wont get me any further. i mean, what can i do anyway? it's your mouth. i cant control it. so, yeah. whatever.
school was shit, as usual. it's halfway of term 3 alr. i'll be sitting for finals soon, i dont really know how i can handle it. i had a STRONG motivation last year. not any this year. =( i dont believe 7 months is almost over, yet nothing changed. it's just weird. everything is still the same. sigh. =( i dunno if i should seek help for my stupid depression. i hate my negativity. my attitude has changed so much. i look at everything from a pesimistic view. huh. what happened to me?
learning lab was hysterical. this stupid woman, NICOLE WONG, keeps saying the dumbist shit and making me laugh until i cant stop. we're like the two freaks in class. almost everyone is solemn most of the time, and we're giggling away like two mad idiots. there're 5 guys and one cedar girl in our class. talked a lot of shit today, haha. and we started scrutinising everything. LOL. that woman started it. hahaha. and suddenly everyone's habits seemed comical to us. laughed like hell, so we went to the toilet. on the way out, she pointed at this primary1- looking little boy and started going weak with laughter. what shit?! omg! so her contagious laughter passed to me, and we laughed ALL the way to the washroom. AHAHAH. and went back to class, started laughing agn. what the hell man. went to espirit after class, then at the pick-up point to wait for our mums. =)