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oh, AND to make matters worse, tasha's not sleeping. =((((((((((((
just now at the vet i was close to tears. didnt know what to expect. it was my first time that i experienced this. i was scared to lose someone i love so so so so freaking much. AND that feeling suck. my dad dropped me off at the vet after tuition, then he parked the car and walked over. i didnt know how to feel. realised i forgot to ask what's the rate of her coming out.. you know. alive. =\ but turned out she's alright. it was an awfully long wait for tasha to come out. manymany flashbacks of the alive and kicking tasha came running through my mind. =( when the vet carried her down, she was whimpering so much. =( could tell that she was very weak. the vet, who's the nice british lady said she was drowsy cos of pills. ohman... when i looked at tasha.. it's like, i could feel her pain. teared like hell. i was so scared. tasha was shivering like mad. i saw her bigbig bruise on her underbelly, OMG,,,, i cant stand it. her pain.. =(((( couldnt figure out how to carry her back to the car. evetually just held her to me. she was i think,crying in the car all the way home. or moaning in pain. =((((((( her voice was so pained and sad. i was so scared.... omg,.. ajkgdvgajgadvj. WHY must this happen to my dog man. and now. she's not sleeping. GAH. i feel so sorry for her... i wanna take care of her all the time.. she looks so pityful.. ohman. i love her. actually i dunno wth i'll do without tasha. =( i'm just freaking thankful she made it. phew.