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hmmm.i'll be leaving this country in abt 3 hrs time.haha, i cant wait to sit in the plane. =) the flight to beijing is abt 6 hrs. haha, i'm gna watch at least 2 movies. i'm not exactly excited abt the trip though. plus, i'm still recovering. sigh. i dunno.ahhh, i'm still really annoyed at that. urgh. i was really sincere when i confided in you and those messages.. i really meant it when i said i love you and all those words. i thought you did, too. this is where it leads to? damn shit. you could've warned me, i wouldnt do those things i did. i honestly did care for you and tried to understand you. i told you A LOT. in fact, then, you know a lot more abt me than the others. now i dont know how much things you've blurted. you will just nonchalantly blame everyone but yourself. no matter what, you wont put yourself at fault. is that fair? i dont think so. if i could rewind time, god, i dont know how much things i WONT do. i will definitely not be so super close to you. back then, i didnt know you were like that. you didnt seem like that. urgh. i dunno. i still miss you, duh. we had fun together. but then again. damn shit, you go and- URGH. forget it. i dont even know what i did to you to deserve this. if i did sth really wrong, then fine, go ahead. but i really really cant set my mind on where i went wrong, what i did. is this where our friendship went to? i was really upset when i found out. i get hurt really easily, and i thought that you, of all ppl will be the most aware of that, but yet? ugh. and it hit me that you dont care at all. when i did. damn.i should stop thinking about it.
