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the day passed super slowly today. hmm. ytd too. during physics, which was a free period, nic told me some things, and everything went like. BLACK. i dont really know how to describe it, but.. i felt so drained out and hopeless and just.. didnt wanna talk. appearantly nic too? so joce was desperately trying to cheer us up and making us talk. i wanted to okay, i swear, i wanted to FORGET everything and talk or sing or whatever crap. with the both of them. i tried, i really really tried. shifted my weight, opened my mouth, looked around, i did everything i could to just, force myself to say something, but i just cant bring myself too. i dunno what to say. =((((( i'm REALLYREALLYREALLY sorry joce. =(((( i thought i'm not supposed to anymore? ytd too. the whole morning, i was feeling gloomy. i didnt really talk until pe. joce was trying to talk to me, to cheer me up, but according to nic, i ignored her?! OMG how mean can i get?! ahhhhhhh. WHY. felt fucking demoralised ytd during chinese when i randomly picked out words to fill in the blanks. i didnt wanna write anyhting so i just stoned there but nic told me to just guess the answers. omg, why am i so fucking dumb? i HATED everything at that moment. cursing and swearing under my breath. =((( urghhh. i think i'm ungrateful. at least i have a best friend to cheer me and nic up when we're sad. THANKS SO MUCH JOCE I LOVE YOU!today during tuition nic called me and started cursing. LOLL. after talking to her for like 1minute, i told her to go call joce instead. LOL. omg. but i felt sad after hearing what she complained to me abt. ahhhh. =(But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough what am i supposed to feel now? i dont wanna be jealous anymore. i thought it was over that day. now? it's over right? i wanna be just friends, it feels so good to be free. some people just get all the luck.
whie others get NONE.i thought it was YOU dancing up there. i saw the same pretty face.
