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was that one in a million?
somehow, i knew it was just too good to be true.
is everything a big fat lie?
you dont have to answer actually. i sorta guessed it right from the start.
after all, nothing good ever happens to me, and THAT, is granting at least half my wishes already. damn. i should've known.
All i see now, is THAT, and THAT. does it help lift my mood? NO. it doesnt. and this morning was shit. SO MUCH FOR EXERCISING and relieveing memories. it's not effing worth seeing that. yeah, i admit, I'M JEALOUS. are you happy now?
obviously right? isnt that what you want?! you've got it! okay, you won. how do you even do it man? anyway, that doesnt matter anymore. thanks to YOU, and EXERCISING and RELIEVEING MEMORIES, my WHOLE mood went DOWN. all i need is a one second glance. i'm so stupid.
and just now, after reading that, my mood went from average to the pits AGAIN. omgggg. i feel that.. as if.. nothing else matters anymore. i was just thinking and thinking and thinking back. it's almost unbelievable, now when i look back. ohhhhh i cant stand it. i have NEVER felt so sad in my life. what makes it worse was that i was SOOO happy during recess, and after, but now, it's like a 180 degree flip? EVERYTHING means NOTHING now. if you get what i mean.
will there even be anything else to look forward to now? i HIGHLY doubt. stupid.
In these eyes
More than words
More than anything that Ive spoken
As the skies turned to gray
My heart's just about to crack open
So the story goes
There’s something you should know
Before I walk away
and I blow the ending
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no
There I go
No control
And Im fallen
So now you know
Feel so light
Craving oxygen
All this truth's left me empty
Will you run
Can you handle it
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But Im hoping youll stay for the happy ending
will you?
