<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/18700083?origin\x3dhttps://glimpseofparadise.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting style="position:absolute;left:0; top:0;">

24 April, 2006
8:48 PM

hello! haha. dance was fun today! =) we were doing the freeze. and i can do it!!

nic and joce said that they would starve with me. i was freaking touched to hear that, but it turned out to be cos they want me to continue eating. but it's not like it's THAT dramatic right. it's just recess. no big deal what right. and a couple of lunches too, i guess. i cant help myself. no matter what anyone says, i still think i'm fat. i get really disgusted when i stare at myself in the mirror. sigh. i wanna be skinny. anyways. NIC AND JOCE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP SKIPPING MEALS JUST COS OF ME. i feel super bad, and the thing is, it defeats the whole purpose, cos you two are freaking skinny already and i dont see any point in skipping meals to make me stop. =(

yay! my nightly routine. i'm looking forward to it now! =)))
wow. see how easy it is for you to make me happy. that was BEFORE i saw that i guess. damn. i want it to happen all over again. EVERYTHING. no matter what i saw, no matter how much i deceive myself and others, deep inside, i know i still want love you.