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25 March, 2006
6:25 PM

effedupshit. i'm going through the same bloody period. AGAIN. have i not suffered enough? you're forever on my fucking mind. i cant stop thinking of you. i just cant. i try hard okay. but.. i still fail to forget you. why is it so difficult? i already KNOW you're ungettable. then.. WHY THE HELL AM I STILL CLINGING ON?? omg! i'm so dumb! why..=((

i'd love to say that i have forgotten you and let that statement be the truth. when can i EVER do that? it seems so impossible.

and.. wth are YOU trying to fucking do? huh? god, if THAT'S your POINT or aim or goal or whatever shit, it's NOT WORKING okay! maybe you think you're ****** ** *******, but guess what?? YOU'RE NOT. i'm not ******* at all okay. just annoyed. and pissed off. damn. irritating. do you seriously think that by ------- *****, it's gonna affect me? haha. you're really DUMB. stop it man!

i'm really unfocused. my mind keeps drifting back to you. wherever i am. whatever i do. damn. how can i stop?

nothing's working.