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i miss obs! to some extent, i want to go back.went out for a movie just now. ee i ate half a box of popcorn. you know what, i think that i just gained back the 2 kilos that i lost. damn. i cant wait to move. then everyday can go down to the gym to work out. this bloody condo is good for nothing. everything also dont have.haha you know when laoshi told me i'm skinnier and i looked like a lost weight i was super happy! YAY! but i doubt i can maintain it la. i kp eating. even when i stopped snacking on chips and chocs and sweets and drinking soft drinks and eating fast food for one month, now sch reopen, i started agn. damn. so all those weight that i lost, i'll gain back. sigh. and very soon, i'm gonna be FAT. boo. i must exercise more self-control. i've got it all worked out. =) when i move, i'll swim 20 laps twice a week and run in the gym thrice. then i'll be super fit and slim and toned! woots! haha i think i'm obssessed about my body. but i'm super scared i become fat. =(i hope i have forgotten you. it's been so long. i should stop pinning my hopes on you. you dont even care. oh wells. wth can i do man. nothing. Those times are gone already. So why havent you left?
oh i'm going out shopping tmr, monday and tues! i'll prolly be walking a LOT! so it means i'll lose calories. =))