EMPOWER U

i miss it like crazy, i really do:(((( it's so SHORT, only2anda1/2 days. it was truckloads of fun. we still had to take down notes and stuff, but it was NEVER boring, not if you have DALE and BRENT as your speakers. brent is the funniest guy on the planet, i swear. he has the whole room consisting of 150+ people doubled over, laughing hysterically. omgoodness.. i miss it so much! i wanna go back again!!on friday, it was the introduction and a couple of activities and dinner, saturday and sunday was so much more energetic. we were grouped up on saturday morning, initially my class wanted to be in the same group, but we were grouped according to numbers and animals. like the 1s are dogs, 2s are cats and blahblahblah. we were blindfolded and gad to make our animal sounds to find our group member. and with 150++ people in the room, i'm telling yu, it ISNT an easy job. it was a TOTAL CHAOS. and i'm claustroophobic, i felt like i was suffocating and i'll die from lack of oxygen, so i had to tiptoe and breath and i was fiddling with my blindfold the whole time, grasping on to my groupmates, i was FREAKING SCARED, especially with the BIG BURLY people going "MOOOOOOOOOOOOO" at the top of their lungs, everyone was just brushing and jerking their way around, it was so uncomfortable! but we all managed to find our groups, i was in the CATS:)) there's this guy in my group, benedict, he's my p4 classmate!! the one who was crazy about gen, HAHA! but he said it was a joke when i asked him. LOL:D oh, and EVERY single time we come back from a break or lunch or dinner, they would have the room in darkness, but there would be thumping disco lights, and we would dance following the team assists on stage. you could see that most of us wouldnt dare to do much at first, but by sunday, everyone in the room were dancing like mad asses. i swear it's a hell load of fun!! and we had to hug a minimum amount of people before we could return to our seats. i learnt so much during these twoanda1/2 days, and it first, brent told all of us that the program would change our lives forever, it's kinda true. omg i love it!!!!!!!! i felt that the most meaningful thing was the board-break on saturaday, everyone went mad after that, dancing and jumping around. it's so much freaking FUN! and on sunday, we had a mind journay, the whole room was darkened and music will be playing, we would just listen to dale's voice, THAT session left me crying and crying, the team assists were going round relaxing our shoulders, and hafiz went around giving out tissue. i think that got me really awoken, especially after seeing what was going on in my mind. and after that, we were made to write a letter to our parents, which they would mail, i cried harder with every single word i wrote. that was SO valuable, hell, i'm EFFING GLAD i went for that course! we did so many activities within that short period of time, and every one of them will hold an important lesson behind them. i REALLLYYYYYYYYYYYYY WANNA GO BACK!!!! went to shaw's macs after the finale, which dragged, everyone was hugging everyone, there were people tearing, took photos, swapped numbers, last hugs, it's just so unbearable to leave!!!!:(((( anyway. yeah. walked to macs, and i realized i was the only girl among everyone! 8 of us went. haha it was fun, talking, laughing, gossiping away. left at 11plus, daddy fetched me home.

AHHHH, I MISS THE DANCING, THE PEOPLE, ALL THE FRIENDS I MADE, THE CATS, THE SHITTY HOSPITAL FOOD, THE INCESSANT CHEERING, THE WAR-CRY, DALE AND BRENT, THE TEAM ASSISTS, THE SONGS, THE MIND JOURNEYS, THE PUNISHER(a gianormous watergun which all of us avoided on saturday, but we were ALL asking for it on sunday), THE GAMES, THE CHALLENGES, EVERY DAMN THING WE DID THERE? I MISS IT. soooooooooo bloody much.

dammit. i knew this was going to happen, i imagined it on friday night already, of me missing it, of the finale on sunday, and i tried my best to treasure every single moment of it during the entire program. and you know what? this sunday, it'll be my lastest last mindchamps class:((((((((((((( i'll be so bloody miserable when it ends! after 2+ months only! it's so damn short! :(((((( damndamndamndamndamning shit.

and i have to mug, mug, mug the whole of this week. my grades are like crap:(