ohman my eyes are so tired now. finished chem tuition, and chatted with bel for a while. yeah, let's do the sealed in a bottle thing. practiced for cca promotion day tomorrow at the void deck just now. i havent perspired as much since the teachers' day jazz item.

we took height and weight during pe, i put on 1kg and grew 1cm. haha and i totally forgotten that there was pe, cos i stopped checking my timetable. so i didnt get anything ready, i just brought a pe shirt for dance after school. and thank god! lol, shihua pointed out that i wasnt in pe attire, and i started omg-ing, cos i thought i didnt bring anything, then i remembered i brought a shirt, but not the shorts. and i was wearing this pink pair under. so i changed. dana lent me hers during pe.
why am i not surprised, i think we're all used to it. and we have to live with it, that's the part i hate. i dont feel that way AT ALL outside, 'cept maybe if i need to, but usually i dont! and the ironic thing is, i actually feel so different outside. it's not as bad as before, cos i dont care so much now, but it still occurs every freaking now and then. no matter how muc i try to push that thought out of my mind, it's still there, in black and white. i dont know. but i DO know it'll end soon, thankfully.
I look at you looking at me
Feels like a feeling meant to be
And as your body moves with mine
It's iike I'm lifted out of time

And time again
Patientiy I've waited
For this moment to arrive

After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled me closer
After you go
Will you return to love me
After tonight begins to fade

I feel your touch caressing me
This feeling's all l'll ever need
With every kiss from your sweet lips
lt's like I'm drifting out of time

Alone will tell
If you feel the way I feel
When I look in your eyes

After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled-me closer
After you go
Will you return to love me
After the night becomes the day

Time
And time and time again
So patiently I've waited
For this moment to arrive

After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled me closer
After you go
Baby will you return to love me
After the night becomes the day
After tonight begins to fade
after tonight by mariah carey, i heard it recently on my ipod one of the days when it was on shuffle, i think. never knew i had this song. but i'm stuck on it now! it's so.. mesmerising/enchanting? bloody nice=)