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=( think i'm too depressed alr. that's not good. there isnt one day the past few months that i dont feel sad at all. what's wrong with me? i seem to be looking at everything from such a negative angle, never seeing the bright side of anything at all. even though i know there are many things i can feel grateful about, yet..i seem to push it out of my mind, and continue wallowing in self-pity. which is what i despise a lot. usually. i cant stand ppl who pities themselves. but now, here am i, doing it. god. i hate what i'm doing to myself. i want to stop so much. but i cant seem to. gave up trying to study chem. it's too hopeless. i managed studying the periodic table. started on mole concept, but i stopped almost right away. i seem to keep looking at numbers. and i dont get it. HATE doing what i dont understand. it gets me irritated and stuff. =(stayed back after school for dance ytd. carnival day is on friday? that's so soon. i'm not even sure of some of the steps yet. borrowed steph yap's rain soaked pe shirt. haha. had no other choice. i dont like wearing the blouse. spayed it with body mist and aired it under the sun behind the classroom block where me and annabel sat to talk while waiting for dance to start. after dance, we sat in the school void deck chatting then headed to spc. sat in a corner and talked. dana annabel shihua iisnat gnat and me. =) let out some stuffs. the usual things. went on for an hour plus before they had to leave. so i took 76 home. and slept on my room floor when i got back. woke up only at 7plus. didnt do flag day today. decided i was too lazy plus ytd night my mose was acting up. ahh. why do i feel like no one's there?