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HAHA. guess what? i used to take organ class last time. i didnt even know! until my dad told me today during dinner cos he commented sth like, me and my bro isnt musical talented. hur. then i was saying why didnt he force me to learn sth seriously? hahaha, then he told me i used to go to organ class but i cried cos i didnt wanna go? lol. forgotten all abt it. i must've been in kindergarten that time. hmm. BLEAGH. everyday's a boring HOT HUMID DISGUSTING WEATHERED DAY. irritating. wish that one day, singapore would just start snowing. lol. i'd be happy like shit. whatever. not like it's ever gonna happen. rahhh. stupid country. and education system. joce said her teacher told them that during oral, if we're asked our opinion abt the government or the country, we're supposed to SUCK UP?!?! wtfh? then what shit opinion? dumb shit. ugh. i'm BORED. dammit. presented drama today. hur. as usual, embarrassed myself. is there ANY presentation when i can be calm and composed? appearantly not. i'm too self-concious alr. hmm. i wanna be HAPPY agn.haha, those two assholes came over today. =) supposedly to study geog, but do you think we did? NO. damn. the three of us have TOTALLY different ways of studying. NIC needs music blasting in her ears. at the rate she's going, she might as well chop off her ears and get over with. either ways, she's destroying her ears. haha. JOCE recites to herself so loudly, i can hardly hear myself THINK. =( so we gave up, and started conversing in chinese. to get ready for oral. yeah!then we played ard with my makeup. ahah. destroyed each other's faces. i was the first! =( i didnt resist. lol. they just happily used my liqiud eyeliner to draw dumb stuff on my face. was shocked when i saw myself. lol. joce was next. freaking hilarious, really. wrote the word loser on her cheek using my eyeliner stick HAHA. and nic drew a scar. LOL. drew a couple of big fat MOLES. LOLOLOL. and coloured her face. nic had to hide behind my bed to LAUGH. hahaha. then nic's turn. LOL. drew two big sperms on her face. AHHAHHA. funny. and coloured somemore. then they did mine agn, i struggled like hell. could tell they wanted revenge. HAHA. so i squirmed like hell. didnt work. so the conclusion? our faces were as gross as ever. LOLOLLL. washed them off after taking manymany pics.then had a photoshoot agn. it's different this time. funner. yay. hahahahha, retarded too. instead of the usual smiling and shit. hahah. they left at 5plus. OHOH you know for chinese, we have to write a stupid compo abt this whoever the hell called UNLUCKY EGG. so me and nic creatively crafted this story the unlucky egg made a new friend called lucky child. THE NAMES WERE GIVEN OKAY. haha. so our story goes like this. HAHA. unlucky egg got lucky cos he had lucky child as his friend. so he THOUGHT he has a streak of good luck. haha it's really lame. usually:1. it always rains every morning and he'll get soaked. before he opens his umbrella it'll fly away. 2. he got to eat half a slice of mouldy bread. 3. he could only find twosocks to wear. cant find shoes. 4. omg, okay this is gross. he would step on pig's shit everyday. splatter all over him cos he'll skid. HAHA.NOW: 1. it still rains, but he manages to open his umbrella then it flys away. HAHA. he was happy alr, cos at least he could open it. 2. he got to eat TWO slices of mouldy bread. he thinks, YAY, more food the better. hahahhaha.3. he not only found two socks, but also, A SHOE!! hahahah. so he left the hse with one shoe and two socks.4. he stepped on a piglet's shit. PLUS it didnt splatter into his eyes. he was ECSTATIC. LOL. then had to pass up before we could write anymore. LOL. omg, we were laughing like maniacs, it was freaking hilarious, LOLLLLL. nic had to squat to laugh. HHAHAHAH. omg. PLUS it looked funnier in CHINESE. hm. my first compo i enjoyed writing. =Dbut i've been waiting so long.. plus HERS is just an on-off thing. it just doesnt seem fair. ohman. i wish i could be more daring. maybe it wont be this bad. and i lack initiative. when ppl ask me why dont i do it instead, my reply'll be, "i dont dare." WTH? wtfh is up with me? i HATE being so,.. so freaking shy and self-concious, and thin-skinned and whatever-the-hell. i KNOW it doesnt have to be like this. UGH. even if it DOES happen, it's once in a while. unlike last year, when it was EVERY FREAKING NIGHT. it's pointless to even be here alr, when i KNOW it aint gonna happen. =((