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i hate my life.
everything's going wrong.
every freaking shit.
isit so hard to let it happen?
miricles dont happen. okay, maybe it does, but it never happens to me.
i just wish this streak of bad luck will just GO AWAY.
HAVENT I SUFFERED ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT?!
oh, for god's sake. GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK WILL YOU.
is it so hard to meet up?! i think it's just all my freaking fault. IF ONLY.
i cant describe how miserable i'm feeling right now.
i'm getting stupider and dumber by the moment, i never used to be like this! the whole freaking world is full of smart ppl, who can score without studying, and ME?! i can study my guts out, i can still end up with a lousy grade.
or LUCKY ppl who gets things they're way, what they want, and leads SUCH a carefree life.
i cant say how jealous i am of these ppl.
is it bad luck or bad karma?
maybe both.
you know, i'm really sick of being so scared, unlucky, timid, and having such low self-esteem. will i still be like that when i grow up? when i enter the working world? oh, and i'm VERY tired of being called a bimbo. for GOD'S sake, i'm NOT. urghh.i wish that one morning, i'll wake up, and realize my whole life is just all a VERY SCARY NIGHTMARE. but nah. that'll never happen. i'm living this nightmare. i'm so very sick and tired of everything.
whatever.