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haha. my cheeks are pink now. and my lips are feeling dry. went to joce's condo to swim, and nic, as usual was tardy. by 1 whole hr. and still dared to waste time and not swim. sat there stoning on the chair. haha. me and joce threatened to throw her into the pool if she still dont change. we dragged her there, and all we needed was one last push, and she's in the pool already, but she gave in and decided to change, and still sat there?! OMG i've never seen anyone lazier than her. haha. wanted to swim 30 laps but i was exhausted after 2. that's how weak my lungs are.=( and my arm muscles ached like hell too. ohoh you know what? i was standing up on the ground adjusting my goggles and nic was in the water, she said that my arms muscles are obvious. LOL yay!! hahahaha. =) swam somemore. and the both of them clamoured onto my back. OMG you know i felt like DROWNING?! =( they're so mean,, just dont care and continue LAUGHING. lol. then i tried to get to the edge to hold on cos the both of them were struggling on my back for dunno what shit reason, and make me feel like i was gonna drown underwater. nic told us that there was once she and her brother was drowning, and they just pushed each other underwater just to get oxygen. hahaha i was so scared she did the same for me!! i just dont trust anyone when it comes to water. haha. we sat by the fountain and talked for quite long. haha. and complained abt some stuff. haha.and joce told me what nic stupidly did. LOL dumb. then when onto the baby slide and played and went back to swim somemore, so i think in all i swam 6-7 laps? PATHETIC. i'm so unfit now.. and so fat..=(((( damn shit. i wish i was slimmer. plus i ate so much today, it defeats the whole purpose of exercising, and i gained back all the calories i had lost. =( arghh, i just hate myself for not being determined enough to STOP snacking once and for all, i keep eating macs now, it's so unhealthy. i rmb last year during dec, i didnt touch a candy bar or any fast food at all, and i kept going to the gym to work out. now..? argh. so anyway, went to the toilet and we bathed together with our swim suits on. haha. squeezed into one cubicle with the door open HAHA. and we helped one another scrub backs and wash hair. lol. then went to separate cubicles to change. went up to joce's hse and talked. listened to them sing. the fast forwarded version was SCARY, didnt even sound like them!! i was freaked out. sounded like some robot computery voice. scary. haha. then i left after a while. haha and joce was screeching on the phone to me just now before she had to put down. like SCREECHING like a bloofy crow. LOL. and we were reading our archives and making fun of our english. gosh, it was disgusting. haha EW.