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19 May, 2006
9:24 PM

bleagh. freaking flu. gahh. decided to do the chinese ca after all. since i know what it's abt after all. hmm.

been pretty upset these days at school. i have no mood to do anything but brood. and diary. i cant brg myself to talk or laugh or smile or whatever.i feel bad to the ppl ard me, but i really really cant help myself.. sorry.

urgh, i'm feeling freaking stupid. my grades SUCK.i seriously need to drop that heck it attitude and start studying properly, and NOT get distracted. lvndfsnvslkbgsvajkvabvakj. know how impossible that is? urgh! i'm frustrated.

and! i really really REALLY need to lose ALOT of weight. i cant stand my figure anymore, i'm so FREAKING FAT! i'm gg nuts here. what can i do?! i'm gg to start running agn. in june. hopefully, i will be determined enough to do it EVERYDAY.

the distance is driving me crazy.