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12 April, 2006
11:03 PM

today.. was one really shitty day. came to school feeling stressed like hell since i didnt study for geog. ugh. crammed details in last minute in mummy's car. then when i went into the classroom, copied homework. ugh. my work attitude seriously SUCK. i need to do sth abt it. ahhh. then revise with vidhu for geog. during geog test, ahhhh. i FORGOT EVERY FUCKING THING. i dunno what the FUCK was up with me. like everything. i dont rmb. i'm NOT gonna do well. URGH. WHY am i so damn DUMB?!

was feeling damn low during recess. copied amath hw. =\. just didnt feel like talking. sry joce and nic. but after a while, i was alright already. after that during amath, i was bloody sad again. ahh WTF is WRONG with me???didnt talk to nic the whole of chinese. =(( didnt feel like talking. felt like the pits. we got back chinese ppr. i watched everyone gloating happily that they did well, wishing that i was one of them. i felt a sudden urge of tears. then i was telling myself, "shit, dont cry dont cry just whatever you do DONT CRY." stared into space the entire lesson. blah. i hate my stupidity.

didnt go for chem remedial. had dance. blah blah then i bloody felt sad again.omg WHY!! ahh. like it's so dammit UNPREDICTABLE, i'll just have this wave of sadness. sigh. then went home.almost bloody cried in the bus again. wtf? ahh. what's wrong?? nic called when i came home then i chatted and bitched with her and even continued when i was walking tasha!! hahahahahaha. she kept insisting sth's wrong with tasha. haha. then i sat at the void deck and continued talking until 7plus. watched AI and was online. talked to annabel and dana. THANKS for cheering me up. =)))) yay another ONE tmr. =))))) looking forward!! THANKS FOR FUCKING IGNORING ME.

I HATE YOU. you should jolly well know who you are.