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04 March, 2006
6:10 PM

my god. i hate saturdays. a hell lot. from 1 to 3 i have english tuition the 4 to 5.30 i got physics. i can die.

i'm trying really really really HARD to forget this. just.. fucking forget it and move on. i know there's no point sticking. i'll never get what i want. i was so FUCKING sad in school ytd when nic told me sth. like so sad until i cant open my mouth to talk. =(( there's really nothing i can do but to watch in the fucking shadows. i'm not pityng myself. Just stating facts.

but at night when annabel called me, she told me sth that cheered me up alot alot alot. =)) thanks!! haha. hmm.

i'm gonna let go. resist all my stupid fantasies and just.. let go.

cos i wont get anything by holding on.

i hate you, but i love you, i cant stop thinking 'bout you.