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12 February, 2006
10:17 PM

third entry for today. haha.

omg. i'm going to die. just watching you is like killing myself. bit by bit i find out stuff abt you only makes me more and more jealous. i seriously cant stand it. when annabel told me sth, i became happy like shit, then 5 secs later she SHOWED me sth, i felt like the pits. like life cant get anyworse. but you know what? it just did. when nic showed me THAT, i was so feeling so fucking sad. omg. i felt like my whole heart will explode inside my body. omg. really. then i would be heartless right. actually i dont mind being heartless. cos being heartless would mean i would be numb to all the pain you're making me go through. then i will simply die and not give a shit wtfh is going on. good. good man. it's been so long since we've last ~~~ and i miss it a hell lot. you think liddat very big deal is it? it's not la. stop it la. please stop FUCKING bragging. it's driving me up the wall. omggg, i miss you so much!! i want to relieve those times we were so damn close!! omg. i'm dying. but no surprise, you dont give a damn, as usual. fucking hell.