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28 February, 2006
10:02 PM
yay! i edited more pics!! i like!!=)))
This is the pinnacles desert in australia.=)
me and nic at some rooftop.
The FFIS are on top of MOUNT EVEREST!! LOL!
This is the pinnacles desert in australia.=)
me and nic at some rooftop.
The FFIS are on top of MOUNT EVEREST!! LOL!
8:41 PM
Hello!! I'm back!! hahaha. i've just finished lenny's emath homework. =))
oh you know just now i walked tasha and on the way home there were like two cats hugging and crying. omg it was amusing! hahahah! at fist i thought it was a baby but when i walked closer i saw the two cats. one white with brown spots and one brown with black stripes.at i didnt dare to go near them cos i know tasha will barkbarkbark and wanna act fierce then later the two cats attack me and tasha. lol. so i just walked the longer route. haha. i was so scared!! i have a phobia of cats. haha. like they will scratch you until you bleed. =\ tasha was also staring at them. haha. maybe they're like long lost friends. lol.
oh i just used my mummy's soap. the bodyshop japanese one. it suck okay! my french one is nicer. =)) ohohoh just now in sch me and nic agreed to buy body shop bath soaps and swap so we can use both. haha! she'll buy strawberry and i'll buy grape seed. later i'll ask joce to get one too! yay! i like white musk . haha. hmm is there still papaya? it's nice too! =)
ooh i feel so free!! yay! =)
oh you know just now i walked tasha and on the way home there were like two cats hugging and crying. omg it was amusing! hahahah! at fist i thought it was a baby but when i walked closer i saw the two cats. one white with brown spots and one brown with black stripes.at i didnt dare to go near them cos i know tasha will barkbarkbark and wanna act fierce then later the two cats attack me and tasha. lol. so i just walked the longer route. haha. i was so scared!! i have a phobia of cats. haha. like they will scratch you until you bleed. =\ tasha was also staring at them. haha. maybe they're like long lost friends. lol.
oh i just used my mummy's soap. the bodyshop japanese one. it suck okay! my french one is nicer. =)) ohohoh just now in sch me and nic agreed to buy body shop bath soaps and swap so we can use both. haha! she'll buy strawberry and i'll buy grape seed. later i'll ask joce to get one too! yay! i like white musk . haha. hmm is there still papaya? it's nice too! =)
ooh i feel so free!! yay! =)
6:39 PM
omg YAYYY! There're no more stupid CAs for the rest of the week!! and next week so far we just have one emath spring test. woots!
haha tmr is SO exciting!!!
omg!! i'm SO looking forward. =)))) during recess we're prolly gonna dye our hair. hahahahaha. me and annabel already bought loreal professional. =))))) hopefully we have time. me nic joce anna. i have to brg shampoo. i'm damn scared no time. =(
then after ach, since there's no ca whatsoever, they're coming over again for photoshoot!! this time we're well-prepared. props and poses ALL planned. yeayea! hahaha.
oh haha you know ytd i was bathing AND talking to joce? LOL. cos she didnt want me to hang up then i wrapped the phone with plastic and put on loud speaker and bathed. ahahhahaha. damn funny. until my idiot brother came in AND OPENED THE DAMMIT SHOWER DOOR DUNNO FOR WHAT SHIT! THEN HE SAW ME TALKING AND SHOUTED AT ME TO STOP USING THE PHONE. omg wtf. then my dad obviously heard and also told me to put down. wth? asshole. sometimes it really SUCK to have a younger brother.
omg it has been 8 fucking months. and i have not forgotten you.
haha tmr is SO exciting!!!
omg!! i'm SO looking forward. =)))) during recess we're prolly gonna dye our hair. hahahahaha. me and annabel already bought loreal professional. =))))) hopefully we have time. me nic joce anna. i have to brg shampoo. i'm damn scared no time. =(
then after ach, since there's no ca whatsoever, they're coming over again for photoshoot!! this time we're well-prepared. props and poses ALL planned. yeayea! hahaha.
oh haha you know ytd i was bathing AND talking to joce? LOL. cos she didnt want me to hang up then i wrapped the phone with plastic and put on loud speaker and bathed. ahahhahaha. damn funny. until my idiot brother came in AND OPENED THE DAMMIT SHOWER DOOR DUNNO FOR WHAT SHIT! THEN HE SAW ME TALKING AND SHOUTED AT ME TO STOP USING THE PHONE. omg wtf. then my dad obviously heard and also told me to put down. wth? asshole. sometimes it really SUCK to have a younger brother.
omg it has been 8 fucking months. and i have not forgotten you.
26 February, 2006
12:30 AM
Yay! joce introduced me to photoplus. haha. i've been editing pics. =))))
joce did this. super damn nice right??
This is the first one which i made. =)
my second.
third.
fourth.
this is my favourite. our goal is to go to the eiffel tower together. hahaha.
LOL joce did this!! read the speech! hahahahaha.
i choose not to care anymore. i've got other ppl here for me. i dont need you. you've done nothing to help me. but to give me false hopes and all that crap which i dont need. so you can scram.
joce did this. super damn nice right??
This is the first one which i made. =)
my second.
third.
fourth.
this is my favourite. our goal is to go to the eiffel tower together. hahaha.
LOL joce did this!! read the speech! hahahahaha.
i choose not to care anymore. i've got other ppl here for me. i dont need you. you've done nothing to help me. but to give me false hopes and all that crap which i dont need. so you can scram.
25 February, 2006
9:37 PM
haha i was looking at those kiddy songs. like those super kiddy ones. haha. mulberry bush. i'm a little teapot. you are my sunshine. B-I-N-G-O. yankee doodle. mary had a little lamb. blahblahblah. hahaha. and i was singing to nic. hahhaaha Nic the Nasshole. lol.
oh and i just realised if diaryx is gone = ORIGINALFFIS blog is gone too!!! omgg. and to think we actually said earlier this yr that it would be cool if 10 years down the road we look back at our memories. they're all gone. vanished. zip. nada. zilch. whatever. you get the picture. =(((((((((( omg. and my diaryx too. all my hundred plus entries. gone too. just like that. unfair crap.
If you only knew
What I've been going through
Waiting and wanting you
Could this be love
Oh, tell me could this be love
oh and i just realised if diaryx is gone = ORIGINALFFIS blog is gone too!!! omgg. and to think we actually said earlier this yr that it would be cool if 10 years down the road we look back at our memories. they're all gone. vanished. zip. nada. zilch. whatever. you get the picture. =(((((((((( omg. and my diaryx too. all my hundred plus entries. gone too. just like that. unfair crap.
If you only knew
What I've been going through
Waiting and wanting you
Could this be love
Oh, tell me could this be love
24 February, 2006
6:10 PM
YAY! joce and nic skipped guides today. they came to my hse. supposed to watch memoirs of a geisha but had no time. =(
anyways. i taught them the cheerleading steps and had photoshoot. yay! they know all the steps already. just have to memorise them completely. =)) the photoshoot was fun!!
hear no evil speak no evil see no evil. hahaha.
according to joce, she was hanging on to my shoulders for her dear LIFE. lol!
the finale picture!! =))))))
anyways. i taught them the cheerleading steps and had photoshoot. yay! they know all the steps already. just have to memorise them completely. =)) the photoshoot was fun!!
hear no evil speak no evil see no evil. hahaha.
according to joce, she was hanging on to my shoulders for her dear LIFE. lol!
the finale picture!! =))))))
after that, we looked through my neos and talked about the old times last year. =\ i miss them a lot. so many things happened. and joce teared. she refused to sing cheenapok land cos she's scared she cry. lol. so me and nic sang and she hid behind my bed covering her ears. ahahahahah. then they left. ohohoh! you know what? i wanted to take the last picture!! omg, but no more memory space!! ahh effingshit. joce and nic were walking out of my condo. joce arm was ard nic's shoulder. i wanted to take it from my window. DAMMIT!! a beautiful shot wasted. =(
23 February, 2006
9:09 PM
why is my life forever so shitty? it's so BLOODY RUTTY!! i hate it so bad. why am i always being so negative? i wasnt like this before. i know there was a period last year when i thought things couldnt get any worse, but it just did. everyday i go to sch and nic and i will start mourning abt everything. then we look ard and will wonder why is everyone else so happy? and why are we not? joce is also almost forever happy and cheerful. then why is me and nic always so sad? there's hardly any moment now that i was truely happy and stuff. the only day in the WHOLE year so far is the day we went out with gen. me joce joan nic and gen. but guess what. it only lasted for a day. ONE BLOODY DAY. then, when you turn around, it's gone. back to my stupid routine EVERYDAMMITDAY. It's also not as though i enjoy going through this. and i hate feeling so crappy forever. i miss my childhood days so bad. =(((( i know they'll never come back. good things dont last forever. after a while, they're taken away from you without fail. you see? how effing cruel life is. I guess it is partly my fault. For not appreciating everything until they are taken away from me. but why? WHY must they be taken away? i miss those times. i actually DID those things. omgg. i want to do it again! but you know what. it's impossible. in fact, it's FAR from impossible. it wont happen agn. that's how mean life is.
AHH. effinghell.
i want the old you back.
Though I'm sure of what I feel
Never thought a love so true felt so unreal
And I'm a little afraid myself
But if you love me day by day
With an honest heart and just a little faith
Baby time will tell the tale
AHH. effinghell.
i want the old you back.
Though I'm sure of what I feel
Never thought a love so true felt so unreal
And I'm a little afraid myself
But if you love me day by day
With an honest heart and just a little faith
Baby time will tell the tale
19 February, 2006
9:50 PM
ohno. i havent been studying. ahh. ytd i did a lil geog and hist? and today i was shopping the whole day besides my 1.5hr chem tuition. ahh i hate my bloody life. fuck. i cant study. cant bloody concentrate. my mind will drift and i'll start daydreaming. gah. and my results are like crap. what the hell am i supposed to do? for emath i'm so effing careless, i only JUST passed. amath i'm doing fine. i got a1 for everything so far. geog i DID study, but i didnt freaking pass. pass also cannot, how the hell am i aupposed to get A? impossible man. and chinese. omg. you know how much i got? 20. 20 upon 65. plusED the 5 marks still so low. omg. i hate singapore. the fucking standard is so high.
i want you. but you know what? i cant get. why? cos i'm so bloody unlucky. who in the world is THIS unlucky. both you know! they're fucking ungettable. i think i'm cursed.
Heartbreaker
You got the best of me
But I just keep on coming back incessantly
Oh why did you have to
Run your game on me
I should have known
Right from the start
You'd go and break my heart
i want you. but you know what? i cant get. why? cos i'm so bloody unlucky. who in the world is THIS unlucky. both you know! they're fucking ungettable. i think i'm cursed.
Heartbreaker
You got the best of me
But I just keep on coming back incessantly
Oh why did you have to
Run your game on me
I should have known
Right from the start
You'd go and break my heart
16 February, 2006
9:04 PM
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA here are the hideous pics of neelima she thanked me for not blogging. lol!!
me nic joce!
haha. you know today in the science lab during physics i dunno what crap neelima was saying then i was like, "Shut up la." lol. and she said, she said, you know what she bloody said!!!! SHE SAID,"YOU ASK ME TO SHUT UP ONE MORE TIME I WILL STRANGLE YOU-----FOR THE PLEASURE OF IT. " omg what CRAP??? and then in the middle of the lesson she was like giggling. dunno for what shit.
lol i think she's a bit mad. HAHAHAHHA.
me nic joce!
haha. you know today in the science lab during physics i dunno what crap neelima was saying then i was like, "Shut up la." lol. and she said, she said, you know what she bloody said!!!! SHE SAID,"YOU ASK ME TO SHUT UP ONE MORE TIME I WILL STRANGLE YOU-----FOR THE PLEASURE OF IT. " omg what CRAP??? and then in the middle of the lesson she was like giggling. dunno for what shit.
lol i think she's a bit mad. HAHAHAHHA.
13 February, 2006
8:18 PM
hahaha you know neelima's a bit crazy? hahahah. today she told me and nic and vidhu that she reads murder story and likes it a lot. she say that it is very interesting because the murderer murders because he finds joy in trapping ppl and torturing them. and that the murderer chooses the victims who are the most determined. then you know what neelima said?!!
"I FEEL THE SAME PLEASURE FOR THE MURDERER WHEN I READ THE BOOK."
omg wth!! hahahahah. she says she knows she's sadistic. omg.. hahaha. and she said she'll borrow some more cos she likes to read this kind of books. ????
i think if i read i'll be so scared until i die.
and she say she polish her school badge and name tag! wth?? then later she say she's lying. =l lol.
i did like crap for the chi compo. so i got crap marks. i'm freaking lucky i passed already. and emath i was careless like shit. i'm also lucky i passed. passed like crap though. BOO. i hope i did better for amath.
if i know it's impossible, then why do i still keep clinging on?
"I FEEL THE SAME PLEASURE FOR THE MURDERER WHEN I READ THE BOOK."
omg wth!! hahahahah. she says she knows she's sadistic. omg.. hahaha. and she said she'll borrow some more cos she likes to read this kind of books. ????
i think if i read i'll be so scared until i die.
and she say she polish her school badge and name tag! wth?? then later she say she's lying. =l lol.
i did like crap for the chi compo. so i got crap marks. i'm freaking lucky i passed already. and emath i was careless like shit. i'm also lucky i passed. passed like crap though. BOO. i hope i did better for amath.
if i know it's impossible, then why do i still keep clinging on?
12 February, 2006
10:17 PM
third entry for today. haha.
omg. i'm going to die. just watching you is like killing myself. bit by bit i find out stuff abt you only makes me more and more jealous. i seriously cant stand it. when annabel told me sth, i became happy like shit, then 5 secs later she SHOWED me sth, i felt like the pits. like life cant get anyworse. but you know what? it just did. when nic showed me THAT, i was so feeling so fucking sad. omg. i felt like my whole heart will explode inside my body. omg. really. then i would be heartless right. actually i dont mind being heartless. cos being heartless would mean i would be numb to all the pain you're making me go through. then i will simply die and not give a shit wtfh is going on. good. good man. it's been so long since we've last ~~~ and i miss it a hell lot. you think liddat very big deal is it? it's not la. stop it la. please stop FUCKING bragging. it's driving me up the wall. omggg, i miss you so much!! i want to relieve those times we were so damn close!! omg. i'm dying. but no surprise, you dont give a damn, as usual. fucking hell.
omg. i'm going to die. just watching you is like killing myself. bit by bit i find out stuff abt you only makes me more and more jealous. i seriously cant stand it. when annabel told me sth, i became happy like shit, then 5 secs later she SHOWED me sth, i felt like the pits. like life cant get anyworse. but you know what? it just did. when nic showed me THAT, i was so feeling so fucking sad. omg. i felt like my whole heart will explode inside my body. omg. really. then i would be heartless right. actually i dont mind being heartless. cos being heartless would mean i would be numb to all the pain you're making me go through. then i will simply die and not give a shit wtfh is going on. good. good man. it's been so long since we've last ~~~ and i miss it a hell lot. you think liddat very big deal is it? it's not la. stop it la. please stop FUCKING bragging. it's driving me up the wall. omggg, i miss you so much!! i want to relieve those times we were so damn close!! omg. i'm dying. but no surprise, you dont give a damn, as usual. fucking hell.
9:50 PM
omg i love my new body shop soap! the french one. i just finished bathing. haha. so nice so nice! i highly recommend it to everyone. =)))
i still love you.
i still love you.
5:35 PM
wow. I'm FIFTEEN. teehee. =) if you dont have a cake means only part 1 of your birthday wish come true is it? where's my part 2? i want that MORE. so much more.
haha. anyways. ummm. did some work in the morning. dwlded aly and aj's songs. omg their songs so nice!! i like do you believe in magic and rush. =) then went for tuition. chem. it was so much more interesting today since we did experiments. then mummy and brother picked me up and we went out to celebrate over lunch. daddy's not in town. =(
went to prego at raffles. you know what? we ordered 3 main courses and packeted TWO. cos the calamari made us FULL. like super FULL. yep. then we left. went SHOPPING. hahaha.
umm. went to guess first. cos i wanted the guess watch. the dreamcatcher one or the rubbery one. you know freaking what? the BEAUTIFUL dreamcatcher one is HUGE. like, HUGE!! omg. goes out of my wrist. LOL. sad, though. and the rubbery one has too much diamonds on the face. boo. so left empty handed. since there were also no nice bags. ahhh.
went to body shop. there's this new soap, it's so cool! got one japanese scent and one french. mummy bought the japanese and i bought the french one. yay! =) and got my facial stuffies. then left. went to espirit. =)) got 2 tees. or was it 3? dont rmb. the swimwear were not nice. boo. i want a new tankini. then bought mummy's and brother stuffies then left. went into so many other shops. dont rmb. tired like shit. walk so much. ahh. then i whined like mad to leave so i can rest, and we finally left. whoo! haha.
i'm supposed to go out with my aunt but i'm tired like shit and her ankle hurts. and i'm still full anyways. so we're going out next week. yay! shopping! hahahah.
oh i put a song on my blog. most girls by pink. nice right? nice right?? hahahah. i know it's old but i heard it on the radio the other day, and i liked it so much! =))
yeah, RIGHT. i'm not that DUMB. try harder.
haha. anyways. ummm. did some work in the morning. dwlded aly and aj's songs. omg their songs so nice!! i like do you believe in magic and rush. =) then went for tuition. chem. it was so much more interesting today since we did experiments. then mummy and brother picked me up and we went out to celebrate over lunch. daddy's not in town. =(
went to prego at raffles. you know what? we ordered 3 main courses and packeted TWO. cos the calamari made us FULL. like super FULL. yep. then we left. went SHOPPING. hahaha.
umm. went to guess first. cos i wanted the guess watch. the dreamcatcher one or the rubbery one. you know freaking what? the BEAUTIFUL dreamcatcher one is HUGE. like, HUGE!! omg. goes out of my wrist. LOL. sad, though. and the rubbery one has too much diamonds on the face. boo. so left empty handed. since there were also no nice bags. ahhh.
went to body shop. there's this new soap, it's so cool! got one japanese scent and one french. mummy bought the japanese and i bought the french one. yay! =) and got my facial stuffies. then left. went to espirit. =)) got 2 tees. or was it 3? dont rmb. the swimwear were not nice. boo. i want a new tankini. then bought mummy's and brother stuffies then left. went into so many other shops. dont rmb. tired like shit. walk so much. ahh. then i whined like mad to leave so i can rest, and we finally left. whoo! haha.
i'm supposed to go out with my aunt but i'm tired like shit and her ankle hurts. and i'm still full anyways. so we're going out next week. yay! shopping! hahahah.
oh i put a song on my blog. most girls by pink. nice right? nice right?? hahahah. i know it's old but i heard it on the radio the other day, and i liked it so much! =))
yeah, RIGHT. i'm not that DUMB. try harder.
11 February, 2006
10:02 PM
YESSSSSSSSSSSS! finished ALL the sch hw. hiphiphooray!!! it's a happy happy day! hahahaha.
including lenny's mad pile and the bloody schemer's amt of ws! but i wrote crap for physics and left half of it blank cos i dont know what shit it's talking abt. i think mr yong cant teach well. i dont even understand what crap he's talking abt. boo. gonna fail physics ca.
and the chem trolley bag teacher keep bloody smiling dunno for what. it keeps cracking me up. like she's a schemer. =D
i gotta try to stop thinking abt you. i know it's hard. but i really need to. seeing the way you're treating me. like i'm not even in your life.
including lenny's mad pile and the bloody schemer's amt of ws! but i wrote crap for physics and left half of it blank cos i dont know what shit it's talking abt. i think mr yong cant teach well. i dont even understand what crap he's talking abt. boo. gonna fail physics ca.
and the chem trolley bag teacher keep bloody smiling dunno for what. it keeps cracking me up. like she's a schemer. =D
i gotta try to stop thinking abt you. i know it's hard. but i really need to. seeing the way you're treating me. like i'm not even in your life.
10 February, 2006
3:23 PM
i bought a new one today. it's white! my calculator, i mean. =)
omg math is so DAMN tedious! have to do so much. and draw number lines. wahlao. boo. i'm only at question 2 and i seriously feel like giving up. ahhh. i'm dying here.
hello?? um what the HELL are you doing?? omg just now i seriously felt that you were killing me inside. i must stop. i know i must stop. it's not like i dont want to right! i dont have a fucking choice. why cant i just fucking dominate my heart instead of the other way round? i want to rewind time and live in the past. when i didnt have to suffer so much. suffer like this. because it was so DIFFERENT. So much nicer. oh man. i miss it. i wanna relieve those moments.
i hate myself for loving you.
omg math is so DAMN tedious! have to do so much. and draw number lines. wahlao. boo. i'm only at question 2 and i seriously feel like giving up. ahhh. i'm dying here.
hello?? um what the HELL are you doing?? omg just now i seriously felt that you were killing me inside. i must stop. i know i must stop. it's not like i dont want to right! i dont have a fucking choice. why cant i just fucking dominate my heart instead of the other way round? i want to rewind time and live in the past. when i didnt have to suffer so much. suffer like this. because it was so DIFFERENT. So much nicer. oh man. i miss it. i wanna relieve those moments.
i hate myself for loving you.
09 February, 2006
9:33 PM
OMGGGGGGGGGG WHERE'S MY FUCKING CALCULATOR!!!!!
06 February, 2006
7:50 PM
wth. did like crap for chi ca. omg. i'm gonna fail. that's for sure. how can i pass with those shit answers that i scribbled down? and the time given is WAY too short. wth. i didnt write anything for the last 3 questions. and the others questions i just tikamtikam anyhow write. why? cos i didnt understand a single shit abt the comprehensions. damn it!
and guess what. laoshi is minusing 3 marks each for me nic's nelia's and sandy's ppr. cos we talked after the ppr before handing it up. omg. i hate it! i hate this fucked up country and it's tough competition. omg. there's thousand and one other singaporeans getting 10 A1s and it's no big deal to them. and here i am, FLUNKING chinese. and chinese is getting so bloody important in this world. omg. i dont wanna end up as a road sweeper or a begger or a clerk stamping latters and mailing them. omg i really dont want. i'm scared. i wanna study but i cant! with this new shit study less learn more system it's impossible to study for chinese already! at least in sec1 i can study and memorise and memorise and memorise. now i wanna memorise also cannot. wtf.and for good at chinese ppl, then good for them, they can not study and do so well. but for me i cant! my chi sucks so bad already how the hell can i do well. omg. wl. this isnt going to be the only ppr. there will be like hundred plus lying ahead. omg. and i'm gonna fail all. fucking great.
i hatesingapore. i hate it!
is there such thing as a negative mark?
and guess what. laoshi is minusing 3 marks each for me nic's nelia's and sandy's ppr. cos we talked after the ppr before handing it up. omg. i hate it! i hate this fucked up country and it's tough competition. omg. there's thousand and one other singaporeans getting 10 A1s and it's no big deal to them. and here i am, FLUNKING chinese. and chinese is getting so bloody important in this world. omg. i dont wanna end up as a road sweeper or a begger or a clerk stamping latters and mailing them. omg i really dont want. i'm scared. i wanna study but i cant! with this new shit study less learn more system it's impossible to study for chinese already! at least in sec1 i can study and memorise and memorise and memorise. now i wanna memorise also cannot. wtf.and for good at chinese ppl, then good for them, they can not study and do so well. but for me i cant! my chi sucks so bad already how the hell can i do well. omg. wl. this isnt going to be the only ppr. there will be like hundred plus lying ahead. omg. and i'm gonna fail all. fucking great.
i hate
is there such thing as a negative mark?